It's like, 2% a date. 2% is practically not a date at all.
( but it also is a little bit, which is enough for dick. mako doesn't have to admit it. dick knows.
he stays closer to the shadows while he leads them down a certain pathway, taking a detour on the main road to visit the local quickie mart. he's sure footed but twinkle toed, hardly making a sound even in mako's direct line of vision. just how he walks, apparently. )
Maybe the problem is thinking metalbenders can catch me. ( bruce has all these gadgets to combat it, using powerful magnets and stuff like that.
more importantly, ) You'd have better luck all on your own.
( he tosses a cheesy smile over his shoulder, endlessly flirtatious. really, he's about to show mako his secret lair - that's telling enough, isn't it?
into the small mart they go. dick holds the door for him like a gentleman, following shortly behind. ) What about kale cookies? Noodles? Only if you like them cold, I don't have anywhere to cook them. ( after a moment of thought. ) Well, I guess with you around, I do.
( if he folds his arms and looks surly enough, no one will ask him any questions of note, right? at least he's in plainclothes, so it's not so obvious he's a cop. and he's nowhere near as famous as bolin these days. people aren't as likely to pick him out of a crowd and he likes it that way, honestly. once upon a time, when his pro-bending days were at their peak, he might have reveled in the attention. now? not so much.
he stands by the door more out of habit than anything else, attention roving over the store. it's one of the more modern ones, with high metal shelves. there aren't many people in it at this hour, but.
besides his strange companion, there are three others. huddled at the back of the store, whispering among themselves. he doesn't need metalbending to know that they're tense, it's evident without reading what their pulses are doing. he can feel the heat of their bodies, and the scent of fear-sweat in the air, and the shop-keeper... he's trying way, way too hard to smile.
they just interrupted a robbery. and he can't use fire inside a citizen's shop without a swath of paperwork afterwards, so. hand-to-hand it is.
dick, he's sure, can handle himself. but. mako needs an excuse to get closer to the action. he slides up close to dick, slips a hand around his waist and leans in to nuzzle at his throat. )
You asking me to light your fire?
( he hates this. he's bad at it. honestly, bolin is better at going undercover than mako is. 'i'm a cop, i don't have a backstory'. but while he's wedged in against dick, who is a handspan shorter, he might add, he murmurs in against his ear, three guys in the back, forth is behind the counter.)
( a blind man could see the tension in the room. it's evident once they've stepped inside, the air all heavy with malicious intent, every figure in the shop drawn taunt with their shoulders cringing with suspicion. dick gets it. they walked into the right place at exactly the right time. any other occasion, and he'd be positively ecstatic about mako stepping into his personal bubble - right now he's just aware, acting the part, propping a hand momentarily on mako's jaw. )
Anytime you like, handsome.
( or, i'll follow your lead, as he means it.
but right. getting as close as possible before the thieves turn around on them. dick takes a languid step backwards, acting the part of a lovesick honeymoon couple, sliding his hand down to catch mako's. pulling gently. )
I think I want some of those coconut cream things? You know, with the flakeys on the outside. ( dick is good at this though, where mako flounders. he drags him forward, very much invested in the snacks down the aisle, one hand propping up his chin while he hums thoughtfully. the thieves make the first move, but at least it's on them instead of the shopkeeper - dick could tell just by looking at the three that one was an earth bender, the other two nonbenders, and the fourth was still a mystery. it's the earth bender that comes at them, of course, roaring up the ground beneath their feet. dick shoves mako out of the way, pressed up against the aisle, and then it's all hell breaking loose. he goes after the bender, lets mako tend to the other two, while the fourth makes an escape. it isn't particularly hard - most of these low level thugs aren't especially skilled, relying too much on bending and not enough on form. dick wrestles with him, throws punches, ducks under the onslaught of rocks. when the opportunity presents itself, he pushes rapidly on all his pressure points, effectively blocking his chi.
once he's been punched out, he looks back at mako, holding his own against the sluggers but needing a helping hand - dick wraps the middle of his scarf across one of their pounding fists, catching him off guard enough for mako to catch the final blow. )
Mako, I'm pursuing the forth!
( he shouts before racing out the door. he catches a glimpse of fluttering fabric up the outside ladder, and makes quick work of climbing up the railings, looking side to side for the perpetrator. )
( the fight's over in a matter of seconds. mako slaps cuffs on all three of the downed assailants, hastily trussing them to one-another to impede any escape. he flashes his badge at the shopkeeper. )
Call the cops!
( he doesn't identify himself, but it'll come out anyway, since dick very definitely and loudly called his name. he'll get asked later, who was he with? and he'll have to write this up in his report, worked with a criminal to secure four other criminals. no getting out of it, and mako is too painfully honest by far to lie. plus, he's pretty sure lin would be able to tell.
so he just. bolts out the door. he'll worry about it later. he scans the ground, and then looks up. dick's scarf is fluttering from the top of a fire escape, tied there. breadcrumbs.
but how in the spirit realm did he get up there? there's no ladder. mako propels himself up to the first of the escapes with a jet of fire, and then he climbs the rest of the way. his left arm is killing him, one of the perps had twisted it pretty badly on top of the damage it already has, and he's relying wholly on adrenaline to keep from nursing it as he sprints across the roof.
up ahead, he can see it — the flashes of a fight. dick's engaged with the forth, which is throwing wide curling tendrils of water at him. mako has no idea where the guy is getting the water volume from until he sees it, a burst rooftop reservoir nearby. the waterbender must have ran for it. mako jumps across a gap in the roofing, rolls, comes up soaked to the knees. he hates the idea of fighting a waterbender like this, especially with a civilian. oh, he knows dick is capable, but. mako's still the cop, here.
the bender is backed up to the edge of the roof, multiple tentacles like arms arced above him. mako's only ever seen real masters manage that, and he sets his mouth in a hard line. two-on-one odds are always a good thing, but he isn't about to get cocky. it'll be harder to maintain fire soaked through to the bone, the nearby reservoir still guttering a fine mist over all of them. if the bender even thinks about icing them it's all over.
he heats his skin, an old trick to stay warm, and it vaporizes the majority of the water on contact before he dives into the fight. it. surprises him, how naturally he and dick come together. it's like being back-to-back with anyone on team avatar, they move together in a fluid, instinctive way that transcends training. dick's always where mako wants him to be, always doing what mako wants him to do.
the waterbender's good, but he's not good enough to face off against one of the top firebenders in the world and the most skilled acrobat mako's ever seen. he distracts the guy with shots of fire, pouring it into the air around them, creating a veil of steam the waterbender has to either deal with or endure, and dick kites in, jabs a few pressure points and flips away without breaking a sweat. it's going well.
right up until the waterbender takes a step back. he doesn't mean to, mako can see it in his eyes, the precise moment when he realizes he's about to fall. he flings out a hand to summon the water to stabilize him, but dick's turned off his bending to that arm, and gravity does the rest of the work.
mako wanted to bring him in, not kill him. he lunges after the guy, but dick's a shade faster, and he jumps into the open air without even looking back, leaving mako standing on the edge of the building with an outstretched hand. he's about to watch two people die, messy and splattered on the ground several storeys below. lin's going to want to know how it happened, where he fucked up, and so he just. watches. he watches the whole way down.
except. at the last second, dick... airbends, and rather than hitting the ground at terminal velocity, he lands as gracefully as mako's ever seen tenzin at his best, the waterbender in his arms.
mako stares. and then, after a few seconds of that utter disbelief, he heads for the ladder down. he can propel himself upwards, but the downward force over that distance would still mean he'd hit the ground hard enough to break both ankles, and he's cold and wet and not at his best right that second. better not to risk it. he's half-expecting dick to be gone by the time he gets to the bottom. )
( it's just numbers in his head while the waterbender falls. statistics. likelihood of a mattress resting in the middle of the road to catch his fall. angles and half circles, pulley systems he can construct in a second to carry the brunt of his weight. potential outcomes. reasonable expectancy of survival, various injuries. gravity, equations of weight and force and acceleration. the seconds counting down before it's too late to make a decision.
it's only when his body goes horizontal to the roof, that dick imagines his parents.
and then it's not numbers at all. it's flesh and blood, the broken remains of the graysons, with limbs bent in all the wrong directions, with the splatter of human fat like maggots on the ground from the explosive force. dick watched it. there wasn't any slow crawl of life from their eyes - they hit the ground and they were dead, flattened but bent together, lovers even in death. no one expected it, so no one thought to turn his gaze elsewhere. when something terrible happens, it's a shock to the senses. you don't think what about their son? until after the smell of blood is gone from the air, and the adrenaline of their dead bodies runs cold. dick carries that with him like a pack mule, the scent of the circus and disembodied flesh, popcorn and blood intermingling in a way that still makes him sick when he smells butter. the sight of his parents and all their bones crushed, lifeless, swollen eyes expanding from their sockets, blood, god, blood everywhere. dick wanted to jump right after them, and plunge to his own buttery, soda stained death.
he plunges now, unthinking. not to die - to save. he was a young airbender at the death of his parents, untrained and incapable of protecting anyone. now, he just. he doesn't want to see anyone die, ever, ever again. that might be childishness, or the cold fears of a lonely child clawing up his throat, but. he can't watch this guy die. it doesn't matter how terrible he is, what awful things he's done. no one should be splattered on the ground.
it's amazing. he's tried so hard to unlearn airbending, but it's written into the very fiber of his being, etched on the raked leaves of his soul. he doesn't leap off the building thinking he'll airbend to safety - he just knows. this man is not dying. i won't let him die. i'll figure something out.
when mako comes down, dick is just sitting on the ground. knees bent, elbows resting on top of them. the criminal has been apprehended with a makeshift restraint made from dick's belt, and he just looks. exhausted. he lightens up once he sees mako, though, cheery smiles covering up eternities of grief. he waves a hand. )
Worst part about this is I didn't get my snacks. ( c'mon mako. crack a smile. ) We made a pretty good team, don't you think? You're an amazing firebender. Though, I'd expect as much from the great Mako!
( the fire ferrets, come on. he and jason snuck into a match once. it was amazing. )
( he's ready to do a thousand things. arrest dick on the spot. yell at him for the foolish recklessness that reminded him altogether too much of korra. tell him that if it's between him and a criminal, he should pick himself every time.
it's what mako would do. it's what he has done. he's a survivor, at the core of him. it supersedes being a good man, sometimes. and there is absolutely no contest, ever, if it comes down to someone else and bolin. if shutting down kuvira's machine had been something only bo could do, with a high risk of dying? mako would have said, fuck the city, let it burn.
instead, he just finds dick sitting quietly. looking about a hundred years old, some trauma written in the faint wrinkle of his brow, cast all in the rich pale amber of his skin. mako opens his mouth, to lecture, to... something, and then he just holds out a hand. no smile, just. an offer of support. )
Come on. We should get out of here before the PD arrives.
( an airbender. it explains a few things. more than a few. the lightness on his feet, the surety of his acrobatics, the way he twists in the air, the absolute elegance of everything he does, as if motion is his default state, and anything else that isn't that is. unnatural. heavy. wrong. it's wrong now, seeing him sitting, unmoving, barely breathing, something mako recognizes as grief racked up in every line.
he can't let him get arrested now. they just need to get out of here, and he'll. sort the rest out later. mako, rather like lin, plays by the rules when they suit him, and his own rules when the other ones seem unsuitable. he trusts his own judgment above the law, these days. )
( he only looks at mako's outstretched hand long enough to note the importance of the gesture, and then he's quick to grab it, effortlessly tugged up to his tiptoes. he's in big trouble, he knows. soaked to the bone with water, the power to rid himself of it at his very fingertips, but he just. doesn't. that much is unnatural, showing off in front of someone who isn't jason or tim is just - uncomfortable. mako's going to have to tell his boss about this, which means bruce is going to learn about this, which means dick. compromised their situation. put them all in danger.
not only that, but it means all the new airbenders in the convergence will be under scrutiny, too.
it's a bad situation, but dick isn't one to let that damper his mood. if mako isn't mentioning it, then neither is he, quietly chilling in the early night air, rocking back and forth on his heels for a brief moment. )
Okay, you're right. Follow me.
( the leisurely pace from before is gone - dick sets off running in one particular direction, speedy but effortless, following twists of alleyways and cobblestone paths. it's faster if they run on rooftops, but dick doesn't make any effort toward elevation - he's not sure how mako would fair, not that he doubts his abilities, but there's nothing that attracts trouble like the fire of a bender lighting up their path, shouting that they're here, and here, and here. subtlety is the name of this game, the two of them melding in with the shadows, untraceable without the char marks of fire, or the tussle of leaves in man made wind. they're naturally gifted without bending, anyway - no one will catch them.
dick slows down on his block, holding a pointer finger up to his lips to keep mako quiet. surveying the area, making sure there isn't anyone of note to compromise their safety. once dick is assured the coast is clear, he approaches a worn down warehouse that's been out of commission for years now - the structural integrity of it is in question, which is why there aren't any other squatters occupying the building. it used to be a facility where earth benders would make bowls and cutlery, and other simple things like that. since a workplace accident, it's been vacant, and dick. well. occupied that vacancy.
he busted the lock on the door ages ago, so he opens it up for mako now. inside is a mess of a caved in roof, wooden structures sticking up to cracked ends in the night air. all in all it is ... not impressive. mako probably had something else in mind. dick rubs the back of his neck, sheepish. )
Welcome, welcome. I sent the butler home for the night.
( he grins, brightly. alfred would absolutely glare at him for it.
dick leads them further in, towards a more stable area, a more private room he imagines was once the boss's office when this business was operational. it's the only place in here that shows signs of someone living there - an oil lamp and a few articles of clothing, a few trinkets and gadgets they've had in development to fight against benders. there's no bed, no area of comfort. it's clear he doesn't live here. )
( in all honesty, this is pretty much exactly what mako thinks about when he thinks 'shady back-alley hideout'. the street has him tense, shoulders up, guard ready, but once they're in the bolt hole he comes down from that, a little. his posture unfolds like a rare flower in bloom, and he lights the way with a small guttering candleflame nested in the palm of his hand. he's sure to shield it from any windows or run-down openings to the outside world, because the last thing they need is anyone else seeing them in here.
he ducks under a beam from the wall that's crumbled down, and once they're inside the old office mako lights the oil lamp at a distance and extinguishes the flame in his own hand.
the building's run down. decrepit, almost, and it wouldn't surprise him to learn it was condemned. he gets the feeling it was one of the buildings that was torched during the equalist uprising, but — probably for insurance reasons, it's never been fully demolished. it's just rickety and unsafe and it feels more like home than the apartment he and bolin still share. it doesn't matter how long he's been off the streets, it doesn't matter how long he's been away from the life. it's what he knows.
he casts a critical eye over the room. no booby traps, at least. no tripwires. and his gut instinct tells him that dick didn't bring him all the way here just to overwhelm him with superior numbers, an ambush doesn't really seem like his style.
as for attacking him alone? he doesn't know who'd come out on top in a fair fight, mako doesn't have a lot of experience fighting airbenders, but he's had a lifetime to master firebending. it's been a few years since harmonic convergence, though, and the way he moves can't be understated. zaheer was a natural at it, why can't this guy be the same? he resolves not to think about it. )
Did you do it about a century ago?
( it's what passes for humor in mako-land, dick, it's okay. because no butler, clearly, has ever been here. he gives one final look around and then sinks down onto his knees, hands resting lightly on his thighs. if dick were anyone but a criminal that's very nearly ruined his good name, he'd ask him are you okay? or. something. to show that he's a real person with real human emotions, and not just a soulless automaton masquerading as a cop.
( he smiles at the joke. a part of him is sure there's a sideways jab there about airbenders in the hundred year war, because their temples were worse for wear, too, without anyone there to maintain them but. maybe that's just how it is. airbenders need something to tend to, and when they aren't around there's a disclosed chaos that fills the void. something could be said about the world, in that respect - growing messy and disconnected from the spiritual field without natural born air nomads to help maintain the balance, the way the other three do.
anyway, he's pretty sure mako didn't mean it like that, because for all mako knows, the harmonic convergence is what gave dick his airbending. it's better to let that stay, instead of ... explaining. his history, and the story with bruce, and why he lives far away instead of under the republic city's roof. )
Uh.
( likewise, he takes a seat, although it's on a diagonal beam that's sunken in, merging from the corner of the floor to the middle of the roof. he could worry about the weight, but dick is, in essence, weightless, so it doesn't so much as shudder under him. )
I mean. You reached for him too. ( he's trying not to answer the question head on, playing through words like skipping rope, ducking and jumping. ) If someone's about to die, and you have a way to save them, don't you think you should do it?
( he knows dick's evading him. now that mako knows he's an airbender, it all makes sense — that's practically their modus operandi. it's one of the reasons korra was so bad about it at first. korra, who meets every challenge head on and entirely willing to use that point of contact to batter it down. mako isn't your average firebender. he isn't all about power and will, he had to learn the ways to make fire flexible. something to warm, something to hurt, a tool, a refuge. he's killed with it, and he hates that he has, but. when he's going for the kill shot, he always uses lightning rather than fire.
it's quicker that way.
now that he knows where that evasiveness comes from, he at least knows how to counter it. and it's by being nothing more than himself. )
Airbender or no, I wouldn't have risked my life like that. I'm a cop. If I die, I leave a part of the city undefended, and it'll be months before another officer can be put in my place without leaving gaps in other areas. A lot more people can suffer in that time than the cost of one life.
( it isn't ego, he doesn't think he's worth another life, but he knows the contributions he can make towards the betterment of society versus a criminal especially are not comparable. he's a cog in a machine. he would have died a thousand times over at korra's side. against amon, against unalak, or kuvira or zaheer. but that's with the fate of the world on the line, or at the very least the fate of people he loves so much that his life is irrelevant next to that devotion. but to save someone who's made their choice to put evil out into the world? no. mako doesn't have much sympathy for the sort who let themselves become subsumed by criminality. he escaped it. if other people have less will than that, then... well. if they hurt others, they get what they deserve.
he knows it's cold. he knows it's a hard way of thinking, and if bolin were here he'd already be arguing about it. but that part of him, the one that's calculating and practical... that's the side that kept bo alive all these years, and he's not going to apologize for having it. )
( it brings a somber tint to the mood. he'd be a fool if he doubted mako's goodness, but there are different levels of good a person can be - air nomads believe in equality and balance. they'd never take a life on their own, when they praise the animals of the world and all the natural things this earth has to offer. moreover, dick would never take someone's life, and would never let someone die if he could prevent it. he doesn't believe anyone has the right to decide that level of judgement on another person - not cops, and definitely not politicians. he's always related to avatar aang, and the story of how he couldn't kill ozai. it's just ... how it is.
he frowns, biting at the knuckle of his thumb while he thinks. he doesn't know jason would take a life, or honestly even tim, if the situation demanded it. he's always been willing to do what needed to be done, regardless of the effects on your own mortality. )
You're forgetting a key difference between us.
( the smile he offers is more solemn, now. he swings on the beam, knees acting as anchors as he falls upside down, gravity pressing his arms above his head. )
I'm not a cop. ( it's harder to tell if his smile is genuine like this. his fingers barely touch the ground. ) And I believe people like you are worth more than your occupation. Who cares about your job if you die? What about your friends, your brother? ( his mouth swivels to one side, a little more emotional now. ) At least that guy's family can still — I don't know, see him sometimes. I'm not going to be responsible for breaking up families, not when I have the option of keeping them together.
( mako pinches the bridge of his nose. he could argue. he's aware of that. only, the thought of it is exhaustive, overwrought. because at the end of the day, his reason for not caring what happens to criminals is a personal one. he doesn't believe in hurting them, causing unnecessary pain, or even killing them unless there's no other choice. it's just that he remembers far too well being a little boy and watching his parents burn. just a job, done by people like that waterbender that they left unconscious and trussed up like a holiday meal. )
I'm glad you saved him.
( it says a lot more about dick's character than any one single thing he's done. he cares. a lot, about everyone. it's the kind of compassionate that mako wishes he could be. the sort that asami and korra and bolin already are. he's not going to say it's a bad thing, because having that... it's something that humanity sorely needs. maybe more than ever, now. )
But I'm sure you know you didn't leave me with a lot of options.
( ah. his face gets a little red in sheepishness, or maybe it's just all the blood rushing to his head. with an elegant toss of his legs, he flips out from the position he's put himself in, sticking the landing and bowing once to an invisible crowd beside them. )
Yeah, I know. Lets see ...
( he's thinking big picture, here. an escape that won't involve bruce, because - it's not like he or the other boys fucked up. it's a mess entirely on dick's shoulders. so he'll. have to run away, is all. maybe to the fire nation. in the dead of night when bruce won't be able to catch him, whenever he gets back from doing ... whatever it is he does, when he leaves the boys at home. honestly, it might not be too bad. maybe dick won't have to hide his talents anymore - just act like one from the convergence. an airbender by a different name, grayson no longer.
no, it sucks. he's trying to make a positive out of a negative, but there just - isn't one. he's going to be more alone than ever, and it's all just. because he couldn't let the criminal die.
dick waves his hand in front of his face, before plopping down in a sprawl, leaning back on his hands, legs kicked out. )
I'll kick town. No worries about that. Those guys saw my face, anyway, so it's pretty much over for me regardless. ( he hums. ) Maybe you could say I kidnapped you? That'd probably work, right?
( his face actually contorts in distaste. what? no. that's not even remotely what he meant. )
I'm not going to say you kidnapped me.
( his standing with the force literally does not need to suck more, okay? he's put up with enough on that front. his once sterling reputation thrashed to tatters by this guy, who by all accounts he should dislike. )
Look, Chief Beifong recruited me after Avatar Korra and I literally went rogue to take down the Equalists. I know you're a good guy who wants to do good things, even if I don't like how you were doing it. Come take the entrance exams for the police force. I'll vouch for you, and no one needs to know you're an airbender.
( he's gone to a considerable amount of trouble to hide it. mako's been on his tail for months and never got the slightest inkling he was a bender of any kind, so... he obviously has his reason for keeping quiet about it. being an airbender is... well, it's a lot more fraught than being anything else. there's a lot more history to it. a lot more pain. mako doesn't feel guilty about what the fire nation did, but he doesn't like what fire's been used for, throughout the years. sometimes it seems like all the ills of the world have been brought about by smoke and flame and ash.
harmonic convergence tore a lot of families apart. most of their recruits for the air nomads were people who had nothing, before, or ones who didn't like their families anyway (something that, quite frankly, mako can't imagine.) he doesn't know dick's name, let alone his story, but mako wants to believe in his inherent decency. )
( he'll just. blue screen a little here, trying to figure that out. mako's tried to arrest him about a million times, dick thinks. he's made his life so difficult in the last few weeks especially, he'd probably be glad to see dick's head on a pike.
working beside him makes no sense. probably about as much sense as bringing the police to your super secret hideout, he guesses? )
Well, why not? You're practically doing my job for me at this point. You care about the city, and more importantly you care about the people in it. I can't think of anyone better to have beside me.
( it's not lip service in the least. mako thinks he'd be a good cop. and that the force could use more people like him. he'd certainly never thought about it, until beifong gave him the chance. he didn't think he was really cop material, but once he was doing the job, making a difference? he loved it. he thought he'd loved pro-bending, but. he realizes now, it was just a means to an end. something he could do well at. the roar of the crowd gave him a high that he didn't think he could ever duplicate. the accolades were incredible. the money was... well, it kept he and bolin off the streets.
but after becoming a cop, he's realized — this is where he wants to be. what he wants to be doing. and he'll do it now until he can't, until he's either killed or too busted down. )
( he guesses he. never really thought about working with them, honestly. it never felt in the cards, because even if they meet at the same end, they never really have the same means. dick works outside jurisdiction, makes his own hours, travels by his lonesome. at first glance, it feels - stupid, he hasn't thought of it before. and it feels good to be wanted, especially by mako, who's about the least corrupt cop and person he's ever met. but.
moment of hopeless hopefulness over, dick ducks his head down, tutting his tongue. )
My, uh. Home situation. I'm not sure how it'd work.
( he'd have about the most specific schedule ever, and they probably wouldn't be flexible to him.
but. then again. he is an adult now. bruce can't keep all of them cooped up forever, right? dreamily, )
( he's a bad liar. he does, a little. mako... he's always attracted to the goodness in people, like an errant moth to fire. he appreciates decency, and that more than anything is something he's always felt drawn to protect, even when he can't espouse the virtue himself. maybe especially then.
the world isn't as black and white as the law. even beifong has gone outside of it when necessary. mako knows he should still arrest this guy, if for nothing else then obstruction of justice, but. he just... doesn't want to anymore. not after talking to him, getting to know him a little better. but he also can't have him crawling all over the city making trouble for the police department, either. )
Well, think about it. I'm not going to out you to Beifong, but we're going to have to have a long talk about what you can and can't do in the city if you keep on like you have been.
( mako likes him. he'll protect him, but he's not... going to do it indefinitely, or risk his career for it. and he doesn't think that dick would ask it of him, either. )
( he holds his hands up in surrender, utterly chastised. )
I'm open to listening.
( listening, keyword. there's no promise he'll do anything that mako says, largely because the safety of people isn't something he's overwhelmingly flexible on - largely because he wants to help, and to do it on his own terms. he doesn't have any particular beef with the cops as an establishment, but he does think a lot of them are crooked in their ways - gang violence is all too commonplace here, and with the police being easily bought off, it's just a recipe for further criminal activities. dick doesn't think he's special when it comes to visions of right and wrong, but he does have a strong sense of justice for the common folk - the people who can't defend themselves, who are making their livings and just trying to get by. the people who get overlooked by the police too often, when they have other threats to worry about.
all that just to say, he'll probably try to listen to mako, to make his life a little easier, but somethings are just not open to changing. well. maybe they are, with this cop job business. dick will have to - think about it, yeah. )
When you say you won't out me, does that mean my face, ( a gesture. ) or the fact that I'm an airbender?
( his fingers flex on his thighs, and mako exhales. there aren't a lot of options. mako has always been a straight bender, he does things above board as much as he can, he believes in the law, maybe not always to the letter but at least to the spirit thereof. he isn't going to lie to beifong, but. he'll omit some of the truth. he owes dick that much. )
People saw your face. That much I can't help. But I can understand why you might want to keep the bending quiet.
( any other sort of bender and he wouldn't care. own it, deal with the consequences. but airbending is different. even now, there are so few of them, and mako in good conscience can't knowingly expose him to the danger inherent in that, given how hard he's worked at keeping it a secret. it's a conflicting choice. he doesn't like it. and he probably won't do it a second time, if their paths cross in the future, but. one chance. he can give him that much. )
Did you ever think about going to join the Air Nomads? Master Tenzin's a great man, if you're worried about that. His whole family is amazing.
( the idea of mako understanding is. novel, and sweet, but entirely impossible. he knows he probably wants to understand, and dick wants nothing more than to - you know, share with someone, confide in them, have a friend who just listens bloodlessly without sense of betrayal. but it's more than just his own secrets he's keeping - bruce and the others all have an unspoken pact with each other, to protect one another above all else. dick wouldn't compromise their safety for anything, and spilling out truth about being an airbender spills a hundred more truths about where he lives, who he lives with, why he lives there.
he goes a little starry eyed at the mention of tenzin - everything that happened with aang was a century old when he sprung up again, and dick's family's bitterness at the loss of the avatar had melted into forgiveness over the years. he only idolizes tenzin, sees him continuing the airbending bloodline where dick, just. can't. )
Uh, yeah. I've only ever dreamed about it forever. ( forever says too much, but. he can talk his way out of that one, if he has to. ) But ... my situation, it's. Complicated. I have too many obligations to pack up and ... kind of selfishly, in a way, pursue that.
(forever is certainly a descriptor that catches his ear. a muscle jumps in his jaw. little things coming together over the course of this and many other evenings, building to an unmistakable finale. mako may not have been trained by bruce wayne, but he's a naturally deductive man. a whisper of suspicion is to him a shout. )
I can understand that. But at the end of the day, you also have obligations to yourself. To live in a way that makes you happy.
( he gets duty, he gets family, he gets money, spirits does he ever get that, but. you also have to follow your own path. and sometimes that means forging it on your own. he didn't like that bolin joined kuvira's army, but he understood why he did it. why it was important to him to do it. and even though it was something of a point of contention between them at the time... he recognizes that he can't. be there for bolin forever. he can't hold his hand. and that was something he had to learn for himself, too.
mako sighs, reaching a hand up to run through his hair. it had been nicely coiffed earlier, now it's in messy disarray with the evening's activities. )
self isn't a concept taught in the school of bruce wayne, perhaps largely because it's a lesson he never fully learned himself. after his parents died, life became about everyone else, centralized around fertilizing the good in life and vanquishing the bad. honestly, he's kind of obsessed. the man in the mountains isn't the same as the man roaming the streets of republic city, million yuan coats flaunting his steps. they all have their various facades to cover up the lingering traumas the world has put them through - bruce in his feigned playboy's lifestyle, the money and the women, the extravagant parties, the politics. jason with his shield of anger fighting off consoling invaders. tim sticks his nose into whatever tech he can find, meddling with security cameras, radio weapons.
dick really isn't all that special. he hides behind a smile most of the time. charming charisma, pleasant brightness. it's not really lie, but it isn't the full truth either. being kind keeps people at arm's length, always a short distance away.
he doesn't do it for himself. really, he doesn't do anything for himself - that's the whole point. bruce raised about the three most unselfish children in the world, because they'd cut and bleed and die for faceless nobodies before they'd defend themselves. three overpowered shields for the benefit of mankind. )
Why?
( he weighs the question on opposite sides of his brain, tilting his head as it travels to either lobe. at the end of it, he just shrugs, smiling at him warmly. )
Because I like you. I wanted to help your investigation. ( a half truth. guiltily, he hangs his head. ) And I knew you'd only hang out with me if I offered up something good in return.
( it's a soft admission. there are layers to it, some truthful, some not. there's a reason that this guy has taken an interest in him, and he doesn't think he was brought here for any investigation.
the part of him that grew up too fast, that became a creature very much spit out of the gutter, the one that did a thousand seedy, unmentionable things, the one that took money from people who were already broke to support an addiction they couldn't break, that guy thinks that this is. part of a larger plan. some seed sewn into a plot of land that will bear fruit one day. not tomorrow, not the next. ten years from now, something. he has a startling premonition — if they were to play pai sho together, mako genuinely thinks he'd lose. dick is sweet and soft and compassionate, but mako is a lot of things a lot of people would love to manipulate, too. one of the avatar's best friends. he's close with one of the most wealthy industrialists in the city. chief beifong's right hand man. the brother to a popular mover star, who can sway crowds with a word, and the only living lavabender in the world. he's nothing on his own, just. a bender with above-average talent, a half-decent cop, but he isn't remarkable like the people in his life are.
and if anyone wanted to hurt those people, he'd be. a weak link. a chink in the armor, something exploitable, something ruinous.
yet, for all that his mind flashes down those avenues, considers those realities, he looks back at dick and he just. doesn't think that's it. )
My investigation ends with me arresting you.
( he says that warningly, although. that couldn't be farther from where he is right now, in his mind. )
And if you wanted to... hang out with me. ( which sounds like such a soft, juvenile thing, but it makes something twist in his belly. ) You could have just asked.
Edited (i had to wax poetic about bolin a bit more okay) 2018-09-03 17:08 (UTC)
( he's as aware as any cop in the city that arresting him is always the end goal, that mako would see to no other end than throwing him behind bars. at yet, at the same time, he thinks that if he offered up his wrists for binding, mako would be sooner to shove him off than actually see it through. there's a variety of reasons, he guesses. firstly, he'd probably assume mischief at such a blatant submission, which to be fair, is a reputation dick has built up for himself. but mostly, now that mako has some deeper insight into the whirlwind area of dick grayson's psyche, he probably recognizes a lot of similar goals between them. what do each of them want more than peace? or if peace is too hopeful, maybe just balance. mako won't arrest him because dick is just trying to right a few wrongs in the dark alleyways of republic city. mako's trying to do the same.
a cheesier grin lights up on his face. dick stands and sets to go through ridding himself of his wet clothes, shirt over his head, to put on some fresh, dry ones. changing is more natural than relying on airbending - he's learned not to use that particular gift carelessly. )
Really?
( he doesn't think mako would've said yes before, but it's a nice thought. having a friend, maybe. )
Alright, well. I'll ask next time. And we'll go somewhere way cooler than this. ( dingy, broken warehouse with no ceiling. not exactly picturesque romantic, but he guesses mako is still vehemently against the idea of considering this as a date. ) Plus, I was running my own little investigation, you know. Very detective of me. I wanted to make sure you really weren't one of those crooked cops before I really started liking you.
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
no subject
( but it also is a little bit, which is enough for dick. mako doesn't have to admit it. dick knows.
he stays closer to the shadows while he leads them down a certain pathway, taking a detour on the main road to visit the local quickie mart. he's sure footed but twinkle toed, hardly making a sound even in mako's direct line of vision. just how he walks, apparently. )
Maybe the problem is thinking metalbenders can catch me. ( bruce has all these gadgets to combat it, using powerful magnets and stuff like that.
more importantly, ) You'd have better luck all on your own.
( he tosses a cheesy smile over his shoulder, endlessly flirtatious. really, he's about to show mako his secret lair - that's telling enough, isn't it?
into the small mart they go. dick holds the door for him like a gentleman, following shortly behind. ) What about kale cookies? Noodles? Only if you like them cold, I don't have anywhere to cook them. ( after a moment of thought. ) Well, I guess with you around, I do.
no subject
( if he folds his arms and looks surly enough, no one will ask him any questions of note, right? at least he's in plainclothes, so it's not so obvious he's a cop. and he's nowhere near as famous as bolin these days. people aren't as likely to pick him out of a crowd and he likes it that way, honestly. once upon a time, when his pro-bending days were at their peak, he might have reveled in the attention. now? not so much.
he stands by the door more out of habit than anything else, attention roving over the store. it's one of the more modern ones, with high metal shelves. there aren't many people in it at this hour, but.
besides his strange companion, there are three others. huddled at the back of the store, whispering among themselves. he doesn't need metalbending to know that they're tense, it's evident without reading what their pulses are doing. he can feel the heat of their bodies, and the scent of fear-sweat in the air, and the shop-keeper... he's trying way, way too hard to smile.
they just interrupted a robbery. and he can't use fire inside a citizen's shop without a swath of paperwork afterwards, so. hand-to-hand it is.
dick, he's sure, can handle himself. but. mako needs an excuse to get closer to the action. he slides up close to dick, slips a hand around his waist and leans in to nuzzle at his throat. )
You asking me to light your fire?
( he hates this. he's bad at it. honestly, bolin is better at going undercover than mako is. 'i'm a cop, i don't have a backstory'. but while he's wedged in against dick, who is a handspan shorter, he might add, he murmurs in against his ear, three guys in the back, forth is behind the counter. )
no subject
Anytime you like, handsome.
( or, i'll follow your lead, as he means it.
but right. getting as close as possible before the thieves turn around on them. dick takes a languid step backwards, acting the part of a lovesick honeymoon couple, sliding his hand down to catch mako's. pulling gently. )
I think I want some of those coconut cream things? You know, with the flakeys on the outside. ( dick is good at this though, where mako flounders. he drags him forward, very much invested in the snacks down the aisle, one hand propping up his chin while he hums thoughtfully. the thieves make the first move, but at least it's on them instead of the shopkeeper - dick could tell just by looking at the three that one was an earth bender, the other two nonbenders, and the fourth was still a mystery. it's the earth bender that comes at them, of course, roaring up the ground beneath their feet. dick shoves mako out of the way, pressed up against the aisle, and then it's all hell breaking loose. he goes after the bender, lets mako tend to the other two, while the fourth makes an escape. it isn't particularly hard - most of these low level thugs aren't especially skilled, relying too much on bending and not enough on form. dick wrestles with him, throws punches, ducks under the onslaught of rocks. when the opportunity presents itself, he pushes rapidly on all his pressure points, effectively blocking his chi.
once he's been punched out, he looks back at mako, holding his own against the sluggers but needing a helping hand - dick wraps the middle of his scarf across one of their pounding fists, catching him off guard enough for mako to catch the final blow. )
Mako, I'm pursuing the forth!
( he shouts before racing out the door. he catches a glimpse of fluttering fabric up the outside ladder, and makes quick work of climbing up the railings, looking side to side for the perpetrator. )
no subject
Call the cops!
( he doesn't identify himself, but it'll come out anyway, since dick very definitely and loudly called his name. he'll get asked later, who was he with? and he'll have to write this up in his report, worked with a criminal to secure four other criminals. no getting out of it, and mako is too painfully honest by far to lie. plus, he's pretty sure lin would be able to tell.
so he just. bolts out the door. he'll worry about it later. he scans the ground, and then looks up. dick's scarf is fluttering from the top of a fire escape, tied there. breadcrumbs.
but how in the spirit realm did he get up there? there's no ladder. mako propels himself up to the first of the escapes with a jet of fire, and then he climbs the rest of the way. his left arm is killing him, one of the perps had twisted it pretty badly on top of the damage it already has, and he's relying wholly on adrenaline to keep from nursing it as he sprints across the roof.
up ahead, he can see it — the flashes of a fight. dick's engaged with the forth, which is throwing wide curling tendrils of water at him. mako has no idea where the guy is getting the water volume from until he sees it, a burst rooftop reservoir nearby. the waterbender must have ran for it. mako jumps across a gap in the roofing, rolls, comes up soaked to the knees. he hates the idea of fighting a waterbender like this, especially with a civilian. oh, he knows dick is capable, but. mako's still the cop, here.
the bender is backed up to the edge of the roof, multiple tentacles like arms arced above him. mako's only ever seen real masters manage that, and he sets his mouth in a hard line. two-on-one odds are always a good thing, but he isn't about to get cocky. it'll be harder to maintain fire soaked through to the bone, the nearby reservoir still guttering a fine mist over all of them. if the bender even thinks about icing them it's all over.
he heats his skin, an old trick to stay warm, and it vaporizes the majority of the water on contact before he dives into the fight. it. surprises him, how naturally he and dick come together. it's like being back-to-back with anyone on team avatar, they move together in a fluid, instinctive way that transcends training. dick's always where mako wants him to be, always doing what mako wants him to do.
the waterbender's good, but he's not good enough to face off against one of the top firebenders in the world and the most skilled acrobat mako's ever seen. he distracts the guy with shots of fire, pouring it into the air around them, creating a veil of steam the waterbender has to either deal with or endure, and dick kites in, jabs a few pressure points and flips away without breaking a sweat. it's going well.
right up until the waterbender takes a step back. he doesn't mean to, mako can see it in his eyes, the precise moment when he realizes he's about to fall. he flings out a hand to summon the water to stabilize him, but dick's turned off his bending to that arm, and gravity does the rest of the work.
mako wanted to bring him in, not kill him. he lunges after the guy, but dick's a shade faster, and he jumps into the open air without even looking back, leaving mako standing on the edge of the building with an outstretched hand. he's about to watch two people die, messy and splattered on the ground several storeys below. lin's going to want to know how it happened, where he fucked up, and so he just. watches. he watches the whole way down.
except. at the last second, dick... airbends, and rather than hitting the ground at terminal velocity, he lands as gracefully as mako's ever seen tenzin at his best, the waterbender in his arms.
mako stares. and then, after a few seconds of that utter disbelief, he heads for the ladder down. he can propel himself upwards, but the downward force over that distance would still mean he'd hit the ground hard enough to break both ankles, and he's cold and wet and not at his best right that second. better not to risk it. he's half-expecting dick to be gone by the time he gets to the bottom. )
cw: gore
it's only when his body goes horizontal to the roof, that dick imagines his parents.
and then it's not numbers at all. it's flesh and blood, the broken remains of the graysons, with limbs bent in all the wrong directions, with the splatter of human fat like maggots on the ground from the explosive force. dick watched it. there wasn't any slow crawl of life from their eyes - they hit the ground and they were dead, flattened but bent together, lovers even in death. no one expected it, so no one thought to turn his gaze elsewhere. when something terrible happens, it's a shock to the senses. you don't think what about their son? until after the smell of blood is gone from the air, and the adrenaline of their dead bodies runs cold. dick carries that with him like a pack mule, the scent of the circus and disembodied flesh, popcorn and blood intermingling in a way that still makes him sick when he smells butter. the sight of his parents and all their bones crushed, lifeless, swollen eyes expanding from their sockets, blood, god, blood everywhere. dick wanted to jump right after them, and plunge to his own buttery, soda stained death.
he plunges now, unthinking. not to die - to save. he was a young airbender at the death of his parents, untrained and incapable of protecting anyone. now, he just. he doesn't want to see anyone die, ever, ever again. that might be childishness, or the cold fears of a lonely child clawing up his throat, but. he can't watch this guy die. it doesn't matter how terrible he is, what awful things he's done. no one should be splattered on the ground.
it's amazing. he's tried so hard to unlearn airbending, but it's written into the very fiber of his being, etched on the raked leaves of his soul. he doesn't leap off the building thinking he'll airbend to safety - he just knows. this man is not dying. i won't let him die. i'll figure something out.
when mako comes down, dick is just sitting on the ground. knees bent, elbows resting on top of them. the criminal has been apprehended with a makeshift restraint made from dick's belt, and he just looks. exhausted. he lightens up once he sees mako, though, cheery smiles covering up eternities of grief. he waves a hand. )
Worst part about this is I didn't get my snacks. ( c'mon mako. crack a smile. ) We made a pretty good team, don't you think? You're an amazing firebender. Though, I'd expect as much from the great Mako!
( the fire ferrets, come on. he and jason snuck into a match once. it was amazing. )
no subject
it's what mako would do. it's what he has done. he's a survivor, at the core of him. it supersedes being a good man, sometimes. and there is absolutely no contest, ever, if it comes down to someone else and bolin. if shutting down kuvira's machine had been something only bo could do, with a high risk of dying? mako would have said, fuck the city, let it burn.
instead, he just finds dick sitting quietly. looking about a hundred years old, some trauma written in the faint wrinkle of his brow, cast all in the rich pale amber of his skin. mako opens his mouth, to lecture, to... something, and then he just holds out a hand. no smile, just. an offer of support. )
Come on. We should get out of here before the PD arrives.
( an airbender. it explains a few things. more than a few. the lightness on his feet, the surety of his acrobatics, the way he twists in the air, the absolute elegance of everything he does, as if motion is his default state, and anything else that isn't that is. unnatural. heavy. wrong. it's wrong now, seeing him sitting, unmoving, barely breathing, something mako recognizes as grief racked up in every line.
he can't let him get arrested now. they just need to get out of here, and he'll. sort the rest out later. mako, rather like lin, plays by the rules when they suit him, and his own rules when the other ones seem unsuitable. he trusts his own judgment above the law, these days. )
no subject
not only that, but it means all the new airbenders in the convergence will be under scrutiny, too.
it's a bad situation, but dick isn't one to let that damper his mood. if mako isn't mentioning it, then neither is he, quietly chilling in the early night air, rocking back and forth on his heels for a brief moment. )
Okay, you're right. Follow me.
( the leisurely pace from before is gone - dick sets off running in one particular direction, speedy but effortless, following twists of alleyways and cobblestone paths. it's faster if they run on rooftops, but dick doesn't make any effort toward elevation - he's not sure how mako would fair, not that he doubts his abilities, but there's nothing that attracts trouble like the fire of a bender lighting up their path, shouting that they're here, and here, and here. subtlety is the name of this game, the two of them melding in with the shadows, untraceable without the char marks of fire, or the tussle of leaves in man made wind. they're naturally gifted without bending, anyway - no one will catch them.
dick slows down on his block, holding a pointer finger up to his lips to keep mako quiet. surveying the area, making sure there isn't anyone of note to compromise their safety. once dick is assured the coast is clear, he approaches a worn down warehouse that's been out of commission for years now - the structural integrity of it is in question, which is why there aren't any other squatters occupying the building. it used to be a facility where earth benders would make bowls and cutlery, and other simple things like that. since a workplace accident, it's been vacant, and dick. well. occupied that vacancy.
he busted the lock on the door ages ago, so he opens it up for mako now. inside is a mess of a caved in roof, wooden structures sticking up to cracked ends in the night air. all in all it is ... not impressive. mako probably had something else in mind. dick rubs the back of his neck, sheepish. )
Welcome, welcome. I sent the butler home for the night.
( he grins, brightly. alfred would absolutely glare at him for it.
dick leads them further in, towards a more stable area, a more private room he imagines was once the boss's office when this business was operational. it's the only place in here that shows signs of someone living there - an oil lamp and a few articles of clothing, a few trinkets and gadgets they've had in development to fight against benders. there's no bed, no area of comfort. it's clear he doesn't live here. )
no subject
he ducks under a beam from the wall that's crumbled down, and once they're inside the old office mako lights the oil lamp at a distance and extinguishes the flame in his own hand.
the building's run down. decrepit, almost, and it wouldn't surprise him to learn it was condemned. he gets the feeling it was one of the buildings that was torched during the equalist uprising, but — probably for insurance reasons, it's never been fully demolished. it's just rickety and unsafe and it feels more like home than the apartment he and bolin still share. it doesn't matter how long he's been off the streets, it doesn't matter how long he's been away from the life. it's what he knows.
he casts a critical eye over the room. no booby traps, at least. no tripwires. and his gut instinct tells him that dick didn't bring him all the way here just to overwhelm him with superior numbers, an ambush doesn't really seem like his style.
as for attacking him alone? he doesn't know who'd come out on top in a fair fight, mako doesn't have a lot of experience fighting airbenders, but he's had a lifetime to master firebending. it's been a few years since harmonic convergence, though, and the way he moves can't be understated. zaheer was a natural at it, why can't this guy be the same? he resolves not to think about it. )
Did you do it about a century ago?
( it's what passes for humor in mako-land, dick, it's okay. because no butler, clearly, has ever been here. he gives one final look around and then sinks down onto his knees, hands resting lightly on his thighs. if dick were anyone but a criminal that's very nearly ruined his good name, he'd ask him are you okay? or. something. to show that he's a real person with real human emotions, and not just a soulless automaton masquerading as a cop.
but.
well.
he's masquerading a little. and so: )
Why didn't you just let him die?
no subject
anyway, he's pretty sure mako didn't mean it like that, because for all mako knows, the harmonic convergence is what gave dick his airbending. it's better to let that stay, instead of ... explaining. his history, and the story with bruce, and why he lives far away instead of under the republic city's roof. )
Uh.
( likewise, he takes a seat, although it's on a diagonal beam that's sunken in, merging from the corner of the floor to the middle of the roof. he could worry about the weight, but dick is, in essence, weightless, so it doesn't so much as shudder under him. )
I mean. You reached for him too. ( he's trying not to answer the question head on, playing through words like skipping rope, ducking and jumping. ) If someone's about to die, and you have a way to save them, don't you think you should do it?
no subject
( he knows dick's evading him. now that mako knows he's an airbender, it all makes sense — that's practically their modus operandi. it's one of the reasons korra was so bad about it at first. korra, who meets every challenge head on and entirely willing to use that point of contact to batter it down. mako isn't your average firebender. he isn't all about power and will, he had to learn the ways to make fire flexible. something to warm, something to hurt, a tool, a refuge. he's killed with it, and he hates that he has, but. when he's going for the kill shot, he always uses lightning rather than fire.
it's quicker that way.
now that he knows where that evasiveness comes from, he at least knows how to counter it. and it's by being nothing more than himself. )
Airbender or no, I wouldn't have risked my life like that. I'm a cop. If I die, I leave a part of the city undefended, and it'll be months before another officer can be put in my place without leaving gaps in other areas. A lot more people can suffer in that time than the cost of one life.
( it isn't ego, he doesn't think he's worth another life, but he knows the contributions he can make towards the betterment of society versus a criminal especially are not comparable. he's a cog in a machine. he would have died a thousand times over at korra's side. against amon, against unalak, or kuvira or zaheer. but that's with the fate of the world on the line, or at the very least the fate of people he loves so much that his life is irrelevant next to that devotion. but to save someone who's made their choice to put evil out into the world? no. mako doesn't have much sympathy for the sort who let themselves become subsumed by criminality. he escaped it. if other people have less will than that, then... well. if they hurt others, they get what they deserve.
he knows it's cold. he knows it's a hard way of thinking, and if bolin were here he'd already be arguing about it. but that part of him, the one that's calculating and practical... that's the side that kept bo alive all these years, and he's not going to apologize for having it. )
no subject
he frowns, biting at the knuckle of his thumb while he thinks. he doesn't know jason would take a life, or honestly even tim, if the situation demanded it. he's always been willing to do what needed to be done, regardless of the effects on your own mortality. )
You're forgetting a key difference between us.
( the smile he offers is more solemn, now. he swings on the beam, knees acting as anchors as he falls upside down, gravity pressing his arms above his head. )
I'm not a cop. ( it's harder to tell if his smile is genuine like this. his fingers barely touch the ground. ) And I believe people like you are worth more than your occupation. Who cares about your job if you die? What about your friends, your brother? ( his mouth swivels to one side, a little more emotional now. ) At least that guy's family can still — I don't know, see him sometimes. I'm not going to be responsible for breaking up families, not when I have the option of keeping them together.
no subject
I'm glad you saved him.
( it says a lot more about dick's character than any one single thing he's done. he cares. a lot, about everyone. it's the kind of compassionate that mako wishes he could be. the sort that asami and korra and bolin already are. he's not going to say it's a bad thing, because having that... it's something that humanity sorely needs. maybe more than ever, now. )
But I'm sure you know you didn't leave me with a lot of options.
no subject
Yeah, I know. Lets see ...
( he's thinking big picture, here. an escape that won't involve bruce, because - it's not like he or the other boys fucked up. it's a mess entirely on dick's shoulders. so he'll. have to run away, is all. maybe to the fire nation. in the dead of night when bruce won't be able to catch him, whenever he gets back from doing ... whatever it is he does, when he leaves the boys at home. honestly, it might not be too bad. maybe dick won't have to hide his talents anymore - just act like one from the convergence. an airbender by a different name, grayson no longer.
no, it sucks. he's trying to make a positive out of a negative, but there just - isn't one. he's going to be more alone than ever, and it's all just. because he couldn't let the criminal die.
dick waves his hand in front of his face, before plopping down in a sprawl, leaning back on his hands, legs kicked out. )
I'll kick town. No worries about that. Those guys saw my face, anyway, so it's pretty much over for me regardless. ( he hums. ) Maybe you could say I kidnapped you? That'd probably work, right?
no subject
I'm not going to say you kidnapped me.
( his standing with the force literally does not need to suck more, okay? he's put up with enough on that front. his once sterling reputation thrashed to tatters by this guy, who by all accounts he should dislike. )
Look, Chief Beifong recruited me after Avatar Korra and I literally went rogue to take down the Equalists. I know you're a good guy who wants to do good things, even if I don't like how you were doing it. Come take the entrance exams for the police force. I'll vouch for you, and no one needs to know you're an airbender.
( he's gone to a considerable amount of trouble to hide it. mako's been on his tail for months and never got the slightest inkling he was a bender of any kind, so... he obviously has his reason for keeping quiet about it. being an airbender is... well, it's a lot more fraught than being anything else. there's a lot more history to it. a lot more pain. mako doesn't feel guilty about what the fire nation did, but he doesn't like what fire's been used for, throughout the years. sometimes it seems like all the ills of the world have been brought about by smoke and flame and ash.
harmonic convergence tore a lot of families apart. most of their recruits for the air nomads were people who had nothing, before, or ones who didn't like their families anyway (something that, quite frankly, mako can't imagine.) he doesn't know dick's name, let alone his story, but mako wants to believe in his inherent decency. )
no subject
You want me to join the force?
( he'll just. blue screen a little here, trying to figure that out. mako's tried to arrest him about a million times, dick thinks. he's made his life so difficult in the last few weeks especially, he'd probably be glad to see dick's head on a pike.
working beside him makes no sense. probably about as much sense as bringing the police to your super secret hideout, he guesses? )
no subject
( it's not lip service in the least. mako thinks he'd be a good cop. and that the force could use more people like him. he'd certainly never thought about it, until beifong gave him the chance. he didn't think he was really cop material, but once he was doing the job, making a difference? he loved it. he thought he'd loved pro-bending, but. he realizes now, it was just a means to an end. something he could do well at. the roar of the crowd gave him a high that he didn't think he could ever duplicate. the accolades were incredible. the money was... well, it kept he and bolin off the streets.
but after becoming a cop, he's realized — this is where he wants to be. what he wants to be doing. and he'll do it now until he can't, until he's either killed or too busted down. )
no subject
moment of hopeless hopefulness over, dick ducks his head down, tutting his tongue. )
My, uh. Home situation. I'm not sure how it'd work.
( he'd have about the most specific schedule ever, and they probably wouldn't be flexible to him.
but. then again. he is an adult now. bruce can't keep all of them cooped up forever, right? dreamily, )
You must really have a soft spot for me.
no subject
( he's a bad liar. he does, a little. mako... he's always attracted to the goodness in people, like an errant moth to fire. he appreciates decency, and that more than anything is something he's always felt drawn to protect, even when he can't espouse the virtue himself. maybe especially then.
the world isn't as black and white as the law. even beifong has gone outside of it when necessary. mako knows he should still arrest this guy, if for nothing else then obstruction of justice, but. he just... doesn't want to anymore. not after talking to him, getting to know him a little better. but he also can't have him crawling all over the city making trouble for the police department, either. )
Well, think about it. I'm not going to out you to Beifong, but we're going to have to have a long talk about what you can and can't do in the city if you keep on like you have been.
( mako likes him. he'll protect him, but he's not... going to do it indefinitely, or risk his career for it. and he doesn't think that dick would ask it of him, either. )
no subject
I'm open to listening.
( listening, keyword. there's no promise he'll do anything that mako says, largely because the safety of people isn't something he's overwhelmingly flexible on - largely because he wants to help, and to do it on his own terms. he doesn't have any particular beef with the cops as an establishment, but he does think a lot of them are crooked in their ways - gang violence is all too commonplace here, and with the police being easily bought off, it's just a recipe for further criminal activities. dick doesn't think he's special when it comes to visions of right and wrong, but he does have a strong sense of justice for the common folk - the people who can't defend themselves, who are making their livings and just trying to get by. the people who get overlooked by the police too often, when they have other threats to worry about.
all that just to say, he'll probably try to listen to mako, to make his life a little easier, but somethings are just not open to changing. well. maybe they are, with this cop job business. dick will have to - think about it, yeah. )
When you say you won't out me, does that mean my face, ( a gesture. ) or the fact that I'm an airbender?
no subject
People saw your face. That much I can't help. But I can understand why you might want to keep the bending quiet.
( any other sort of bender and he wouldn't care. own it, deal with the consequences. but airbending is different. even now, there are so few of them, and mako in good conscience can't knowingly expose him to the danger inherent in that, given how hard he's worked at keeping it a secret. it's a conflicting choice. he doesn't like it. and he probably won't do it a second time, if their paths cross in the future, but. one chance. he can give him that much. )
Did you ever think about going to join the Air Nomads? Master Tenzin's a great man, if you're worried about that. His whole family is amazing.
no subject
he goes a little starry eyed at the mention of tenzin - everything that happened with aang was a century old when he sprung up again, and dick's family's bitterness at the loss of the avatar had melted into forgiveness over the years. he only idolizes tenzin, sees him continuing the airbending bloodline where dick, just. can't. )
Uh, yeah. I've only ever dreamed about it forever. ( forever says too much, but. he can talk his way out of that one, if he has to. ) But ... my situation, it's. Complicated. I have too many obligations to pack up and ... kind of selfishly, in a way, pursue that.
no subject
I can understand that. But at the end of the day, you also have obligations to yourself. To live in a way that makes you happy.
( he gets duty, he gets family, he gets money, spirits does he ever get that, but. you also have to follow your own path. and sometimes that means forging it on your own. he didn't like that bolin joined kuvira's army, but he understood why he did it. why it was important to him to do it. and even though it was something of a point of contention between them at the time... he recognizes that he can't. be there for bolin forever. he can't hold his hand. and that was something he had to learn for himself, too.
mako sighs, reaching a hand up to run through his hair. it had been nicely coiffed earlier, now it's in messy disarray with the evening's activities. )
Why did you bring me here?
no subject
self isn't a concept taught in the school of bruce wayne, perhaps largely because it's a lesson he never fully learned himself. after his parents died, life became about everyone else, centralized around fertilizing the good in life and vanquishing the bad. honestly, he's kind of obsessed. the man in the mountains isn't the same as the man roaming the streets of republic city, million yuan coats flaunting his steps. they all have their various facades to cover up the lingering traumas the world has put them through - bruce in his feigned playboy's lifestyle, the money and the women, the extravagant parties, the politics. jason with his shield of anger fighting off consoling invaders. tim sticks his nose into whatever tech he can find, meddling with security cameras, radio weapons.
dick really isn't all that special. he hides behind a smile most of the time. charming charisma, pleasant brightness. it's not really lie, but it isn't the full truth either. being kind keeps people at arm's length, always a short distance away.
he doesn't do it for himself. really, he doesn't do anything for himself - that's the whole point. bruce raised about the three most unselfish children in the world, because they'd cut and bleed and die for faceless nobodies before they'd defend themselves. three overpowered shields for the benefit of mankind. )
Why?
( he weighs the question on opposite sides of his brain, tilting his head as it travels to either lobe. at the end of it, he just shrugs, smiling at him warmly. )
Because I like you. I wanted to help your investigation. ( a half truth. guiltily, he hangs his head. ) And I knew you'd only hang out with me if I offered up something good in return.
no subject
the part of him that grew up too fast, that became a creature very much spit out of the gutter, the one that did a thousand seedy, unmentionable things, the one that took money from people who were already broke to support an addiction they couldn't break, that guy thinks that this is. part of a larger plan. some seed sewn into a plot of land that will bear fruit one day. not tomorrow, not the next. ten years from now, something. he has a startling premonition — if they were to play pai sho together, mako genuinely thinks he'd lose. dick is sweet and soft and compassionate, but mako is a lot of things a lot of people would love to manipulate, too. one of the avatar's best friends. he's close with one of the most wealthy industrialists in the city. chief beifong's right hand man. the brother to a popular mover star, who can sway crowds with a word, and the only living lavabender in the world. he's nothing on his own, just. a bender with above-average talent, a half-decent cop, but he isn't remarkable like the people in his life are.
and if anyone wanted to hurt those people, he'd be. a weak link. a chink in the armor, something exploitable, something ruinous.
yet, for all that his mind flashes down those avenues, considers those realities, he looks back at dick and he just. doesn't think that's it. )
My investigation ends with me arresting you.
( he says that warningly, although. that couldn't be farther from where he is right now, in his mind. )
And if you wanted to... hang out with me. ( which sounds like such a soft, juvenile thing, but it makes something twist in his belly. ) You could have just asked.
no subject
a cheesier grin lights up on his face. dick stands and sets to go through ridding himself of his wet clothes, shirt over his head, to put on some fresh, dry ones. changing is more natural than relying on airbending - he's learned not to use that particular gift carelessly. )
Really?
( he doesn't think mako would've said yes before, but it's a nice thought. having a friend, maybe. )
Alright, well. I'll ask next time. And we'll go somewhere way cooler than this. ( dingy, broken warehouse with no ceiling. not exactly picturesque romantic, but he guesses mako is still vehemently against the idea of considering this as a date. ) Plus, I was running my own little investigation, you know. Very detective of me. I wanted to make sure you really weren't one of those crooked cops before I really started liking you.
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)