( he doesn't really want to think about it. his relationship with asami was a first in a lot of ways, but. he can't really forget (or more importantly, forgive himself for) how often and badly he hurt her. )
It's not weird.
( he does want to reassure her of that. he doesn't really know if she's referring to herself and asami, or... the three of them together, but he's still not going to let her get away with calling anything she wants an aberration.
he ends up with his arm draped over his eyes, but he reaches out for her with his other hand, finding the path of her elbow down to her wrist. twining their fingers together like he needs it just to breathe. )
I just. I don't know if I can really. Face her. After everything.
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It's not weird.
( he does want to reassure her of that. he doesn't really know if she's referring to herself and asami, or... the three of them together, but he's still not going to let her get away with calling anything she wants an aberration.
he ends up with his arm draped over his eyes, but he reaches out for her with his other hand, finding the path of her elbow down to her wrist. twining their fingers together like he needs it just to breathe. )
I just. I don't know if I can really. Face her. After everything.